Stephanie (Amber)
Title: Five People Meredith Never Rebounded With
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith. Meredith/Alex, Meredith/Sadie, Meredith/Mark, Meredith/Lexie, Meredith/Owen
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,230
Prompt: #23 - Lovers for [info]fanfic100
Author's Note: These are basically five seperate drabbles; if you have issues with femslash just read around them.
Summary: Post 5.17 - I Will Follow You Into The Dark. She's punching the self-destruct button, and who knows who she'll take down with her.

She's going to take advantage of things like half-conscious decisions and cold sides of the bed )
 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
Title: We Dreamed A Life But Then Just Like That It's Done
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Derek/Meredith, Alex/Meredith, mentions of other pairings.
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2,205
Prompt: #66 - Rain for [info]fanfic100
Author's Note: Please don't read this if you're expecting happy MerDer, or happy anything else. It's angst. It's raw and hard and real, and it doesn't play around. But it does have it's moments, and I am extraordinarily proud of it. It's also not specifically chronological.
Summary: Seven years doesn't mean as much as it should, and Derek's starting to figure things like that out a little too late.

he used to know the exact rhythm of her beating heart )
 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
22 February 2009 @ 03:22 pm
Title: Love's An Excuse To Get Hurt
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Alex/Meredith, implied Derek/Meredith and Alex/Izzie
Rating: R
Word Count: 2,616
Prompt: #44 - Circle for [info]fanfic100
Author's Note: I don't know when this is set exactly -- probably before last episode. This is pretty bleak to be honest with you, but I've never been someone who truly believes in happy endings.
Summary: Spoilers up until 5.15 to be safe. They move in circles like this one: I want you, I have you, I want him now. Rinse. Repeat.

neither of them will admit that it's fear of getting hurt that drives them )
 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
Title: I Hope You Need This Now (Cause I Know I Still Do)
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith, Cristina, other characters
Word Count: 656
Prompt: #7 - Days for [info]fanfic100
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Post 5.09, more specifically Meredith/Cristina's blowout of sorts. There's a calendar in her head where she counts down the days since she last talked.

nothing is the same )
 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
30 September 2008 @ 05:59 pm
Title: 40 Years Of Snow
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith, Cristina | implied Meredith/Derek, Cristina/Owen, Cristina/Burke
Word Count: 1,632
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: #67 - Snow for [info]fanfic100
Spoilers: Up to 5x01 - Dream A Little Dream Of Me
Summary:
Based off the flashforward/dream we viewed. They've still got each other; maybe that's all that matters.

Relationships only serve to complicate matters )
 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
08 August 2008 @ 05:40 pm

Title: Give Me A Chance To Miss You
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith/Derek, Izzie, Cristina, Alex
Word Count: 1,140
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: #33 - Too Much for fanfic100
Author's Note:
This is for all the MerDer fans on my flist that suffer through all my Alex/Izzie fic without any relief. I finally wrote something non-angsty (or sort of) for you guys.
Summary: It's a big house, with only two people in it, and yet somehow they manage to be in each other's space and, more often than not, each other's way.

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
01 July 2008 @ 03:19 pm

Title: Tell Me About Your Moral Resignations
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith, Mark
Word Count: 621
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: #60 - Drink for fanfic100
Author's Note: Written yesterday, last fic before I do crossovers that were requested.
Summary: What started as casual conversation had now progressed and turned into a sort of 'you show me yours and I'll show you mine' game, only with many more clothes.

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
25 June 2008 @ 06:06 pm

Title: Just Cause You Feel It Doesn't Mean It's There
Fandom: Lost
Characters/Pairings: Juliet. Implied Jack/Juliet and if you squint Sawyer/Juliet, Jack/Kate, and Sawyer/Kate.
Word Count: 502
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: Challenge #1 for jacket_whoweare and #38 - Touch for fanfic100
Summary: Post finale. Sometimes she'll forget he isn't there.

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
07 June 2008 @ 11:51 am

Title: Waiting For The Storm That Never Comes
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Ensemble cast. Pairings include Meredith/Derek, Alex/Izzie, and a few others.  
Word Count: 4,281
Rating: PG-13
Author's Notes: My flist overwhelmingly voted for this fic -- I hope it doesn't disappoint. This is also the follow-up to the Meredith fic I posted last week.
Summary: Post finale, set about a year or so after that. Her fingernails press into the doorframe before she becomes aware that she's either going to break a nail or screw up the frame and she stops. "These things don't end well for us. Something always goes wrong."

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
09 April 2008 @ 04:38 pm

Title: The Kind Of Sisterly Bonding That Comes With Vomiting And Breakfasts That Won't Kill You
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy 
Characters/Pairings: Meredith, Lexie, Cristina, briefly Alex.
Word Count: 1,575
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: One of the lovelies over at Sweet Charity wanted Meredith and Lexie fic...unfortunately it's more sisterly bonding than anything else. I hope you like!
Summary: She's just not good at this kind of thing, the caring, nurturing sister-type stuff that she's managed to avoid until now.

She knew having Lexie here could only lead to bad things )
 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
07 April 2008 @ 06:00 pm
Title: So This Is How It Goes (I Would Have Never Known) 
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy 
Characters/Pairings: Meredith/Mark, Meredith/Alex
Word Count: 2,369
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: One of the lovelies over at Sweet Charity wanted an AU where Mark came to Seattle instead of Derek and Meredith slept with him instead. This is what I got.
Summary: AU (see above). She hits him with a pillow and, when that fails, nudges him with her foot, bathrobe pulled tight against her body. She can hear the clock tick in her head; she has to go now.

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
26 March 2008 @ 04:01 pm
Title: Rooftops And Invitations
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith, Alex
Word Count: 748
Rating: PG
Prompt: #45 - Moon for [info]fanfic100 
Summary: This is just Meredith's quest to prove that she's not as broken as people think she is.

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
24 March 2008 @ 09:41 pm
Title: Stand Up When Your World's Crashing Down
Fandom: Lost
Characters/Pairings: Juliet, mentions of Locke and Sawyer
Word Count: 220
Rating: PG
Prompt: HERE
Summary: She doesn't believe her own eyes until she walks outside.

 

 



 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
14 March 2008 @ 05:20 pm
Title: I Can't Say That I'll Love You Forever
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith, hints of Meredith/Derek and Derek/Rose.
Word Count: 342
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Post 4.11. Meredith thinks about these things through the rush of water, under fluorescent lights that force her to face the facts: she doesn't look good in green and maybe she's been wrong all along.


 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
15 February 2008 @ 12:30 pm
Title: It's No Cause For Concern 
Fandom: Lost
Characters/Pairings: Sayid, Juliet
Word Count: 536
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: #89 - Work for [info]fanfic100
Summary: Spoilers for 4.03 - The Economist. It's the situation that's forced a connection upon them. Business as usual.

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
20 November 2007 @ 03:36 pm
Title: A Touch Of Civility
Fandom: Lost
Characters/Pairings: Juliet, Ben, mentions of other characters
Word Count: 708
Prompt: #93 - Thanksgiving for [info]fanfic100
Rating: PG-13
Awards: Third Place for Challenge #60 - Free For All at [info]lostfichallenge
Summary: Pre-pilot. This was just another mind game, disguised by turkey and pumpkin pie.

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
20 November 2007 @ 03:30 pm
Title: The Silver Lining Among The Storm Clouds
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith, Cristina, mentions of other characters/pairings.
Word Count: 991
Prompt: #93 - Thanksgiving for [info]fanfic100
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Thanksgiving, in general, is a hell of a lot calmer than it was last year.

 

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
20 August 2007 @ 09:25 am
Title: The Honeymoon Is Over (So Over)
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Characters/Pairings: Meredith/Cristina
Prompt: #85 - She for [info]fanfic100
Word Count: 2,031
Rating: R
Summary: Based off recent spoilers. Meredith and Cristina deal with the fallout from their respective love lives. 

 

 

 

 

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
07 July 2007 @ 04:19 pm
Title: The End Result
Fandom: Lost
Characters/Pairings: Juliet, Ben.
Rating: PG
Prompt: [info]lostsqueedrabble prompt Independence, and also [info]fanfic100#94 - Independence
Warnings: Character Death
Word Count: 108
Summary: Post "Through The Looking Glass". Freedom comes in some of the worst ways. 

 
 
Stephanie (Amber)
04 June 2007 @ 05:42 pm
Title: Shadows
Fandom: Lost
Characters/Pairings: Juliet, Kate, mentions of other characters
Rating: PG
Prompt: #03 - Ends for [info]fanfic100
Word Count: 1,384
Summary: Post "Through The Looking Glass", takes place directly after the off-island portion. One survivor lets go. 



 
 
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